Under the Broom Tree
A Meditation by Rev. Cameron Trimble
“And after the fire a sound of sheer silence.” — 1 Kings 19:12
There is a wonderful story in the Hebrew bible in the book of 1 Kings…
Elijah had just stood alone against the prophets of Baal.
Israel was in political and spiritual crisis. King Ahab and Queen Jezebel had aligned themselves with the worship of Baal, the storm god tied to empire, fertility, and power. The old stories of justice and covenant were being replaced by propaganda, fear, and loyalty to the throne. Elijah had spent years warning that the nation was losing its soul.
Finally, everything came to a head on Mount Carmel. Hundreds of prophets loyal to Baal gathered before the people. Elijah stood alone. The contest was simple: whichever god answered with fire would be shown as true.
The prophets of Baal shouted and danced for hours. They cut themselves with knives. They worked themselves into religious frenzy while the crowd watched in silence.
Nothing happened.
Then Elijah rebuilt the broken altar stone by stone. He soaked the offering with water until everything was drenched. And when he prayed, fire fell from heaven. For one brief moment, it looked as though truth had finally broken through. The crowd erupted. The spell of fear seemed broken. You can imagine Elijah standing there exhausted and relieved, believing perhaps that the nightmare had ended. And then Jezebel sent a message: “By this time tomorrow,” she said, “you will be dead.”
Elijah runs into the wilderness alone. Eventually, exhausted, he sinks beneath a broom tree and says to God, “It is enough now.”
He does not sound triumphant. He sounds like someone whose body and spirit can no longer carry the weight of the world.
I think many people know that feeling right now.
There is a particular exhaustion that comes from living too long inside sustained crisis. War after war. Democratic erosion. Ecological collapse. Corruption so blatant it barely even hides anymore. Every day asks for moral attention. Every day demands emotional energy. Every day seems to bring another reason to be alarmed.
After a while, the body keeps score. You wake up tired, even after a full night’s sleep. It is hard to focus. Simple tasks feel harder than they should. Some people go numb. Others become overly reactive. Some fall into despair. Others hold on to outrage because at least it feels like something.
The story does something surprising here. God does not rebuke Elijah. There is no lecture about faith. No command to toughen up. No demand that he immediately return to the struggle.
Instead, Elijah falls asleep beneath the tree. An angel wakes him and tells him to eat. Then Elijah sleeps again.
That detail feels deeply important to me right now because we are living in a culture that romanticizes endurance while silently destroying people. We praise overwork. We celebrate constant availability. We expect human beings to absorb a relentless stream of grief and fear and somehow remain psychologically stable.
The old spiritual traditions remind of us a different way.
Being exhausted is not always a sign of weakness. Sometimes it is simply a real response to what is happening. Our bodies are not barriers to spiritual life. They are where spiritual life takes place.
Before Elijah hears God’s voice, he sleeps. Before he finds clarity, he eats. Before wisdom arrives, he rests. That is not incidental to the story. It is the story. And eventually, when Elijah reaches the mountain, God is not found in the windstorm or the earthquake or the fire. God arrives after the noise passes. In the sheer silence.
I wonder how many people right now cannot hear anything deeper because their nervous systems are overwhelmed. The volume of modern life is simply too high. There is too much information. Too much stimulation. Too much fear. Too much performance. Too much doom flowing through a small human body never designed to carry the emotional weight of the entire world all at once. No wonder people are exhausted.
The wisdom of Elijah’s story is not withdrawal from the world. He eventually returns to the work before him. But he does not return immediately. First he rests. First he eats. First he remembers he is a creature, not a machine.
Maybe part of spiritual maturity is learning that we do not serve the world well by permanently running ourselves into the ground. Maybe the refusal to rest is not devotion at all. Maybe it is a failure to accept our humanity.
Even prophets sleep beneath broom trees sometimes.
Maybe you need permission to do the same. Or maybe I am preaching to myself.
We are in this together,
Cameron
Reflection Questions
Where do you notice exhaustion showing up in your body right now?
What would it mean to take your limits seriously instead of treating them as obstacles to overcome?
When was the last time you experienced real silence, not just the absence of noise?
A Prayer for the Day
A Prayer For The Exhausted
God of shelter and rest, so many of us are tired. Tired from the deeper exhaustion that settles into the body after carrying too much for too long. We are trying to stay awake to the world. Trying to remain compassionate. Trying not to look away from suffering. Trying to keep going. Help us remember that we are human. Teach us to honor our limits without shame. Teach us that rest is not failure. Teach us that our bodies are not interruptions to spiritual life, but part of it. And when the noise of the world becomes too loud, lead us again toward the silence where your presence can still be found. Amen.
Spiritual Practice
Beneath the Broom Tree
At some point today, step away from the noise on purpose. Put down the phone. Turn off the news. Stop scrolling.
Find a place where your body can relax, even briefly. Sit outside if you can. Notice your breathing. Notice the tension you have been carrying without realizing it.
Then ask yourself: What would actually nourish me right now?
Maybe the answer is sleep. Maybe it is a walk. Maybe it is prayer, conversation, music, or a quiet meal eaten slowly.
The goal is not escape from the world. Elijah eventually returns to the work before him. But first he rests beneath the tree.
Perhaps you need to do the same.
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Cameron, heartfelt thanks. You name what is happening in my spirit. As a warrior for the human spirit, I find that my boundaries are flailing. I need to step back.
As an energy sensitive person I find that my emotional being is in overwhelm. I have gratitude that I recognize this.
My reading, writing and listening to trusted folks will bring me around again.
Many thanks for what you do!
Dear Cameron,
I have drunk deeply at the Piloting Faith well over the last many months, and your insight into what the present corrosion is doing to us is, for me, an extension of Havel's The Power of the Powerless. I cannot thank you enough. But "Under the Broom Tree" helps me more than all the others. Maybe it's just what I needed today. Or maybe it feels like you're the pastor I need at this moment. Either way, thank you, dear sister. Thank you.