The Little Pink Backpack
A Meditation by Rev. Cameron Trimble
“A voice was heard in Ramah, wailing and loud lamentation, Rachel weeping for her children; she refused to be comforted, because they are no more.” — Matthew 2:18 (quoting Jeremiah 31:15)
“I watched a wife fall to her knees looking at her husband’s dead body on the ground,” Mary Hayes told the Associated Press reporter as she held a piece of cardboard with “No ICE Stop ICE” written on it. “I watched a little girl crying with a little pink backpack on because she’s never going to see her father again.”1
I keep thinking about the little girl with the pink backpack.
This morning, that backpack is probably sitting by a door or hanging from a hook, waiting for a school day that will never start the way it did before. Her father is gone. Her mother is now a widow. This daughter faces a grief she never asked for.
This is where I want to start. Debating immigration policy does not seem to help. So let’s focus on this child.
The Bible pays close attention to children who are caught up in the workings of powerful systems.
When Matthew tells the story of Herod’s violence, he refers back to the prophet Jeremiah from six hundred years earlier and imagines Rachel, the mother of Israel, standing by the road and weeping.
“A voice was heard in Ramah, wailing and loud lamentation, Rachel weeping for her children; she refused to be comforted, because they are no more.”
She refused to be comforted.
That sentence has always made me pause. We spend much of our lives trying to comfort grief, explain it, organize it, justify it, or move past it. Rachel refuses. Sometimes, refusing comfort is the only honest response.
Thich Nhat Hanh, a Vietnamese Buddhist monk, once wrote, “When you understand, you cannot help but love.” I have wondered if the opposite is true as well. When we choose not to understand, it becomes easier to hurt each other.
Empires depend on distance. Distance turns fathers into suspects, children into collateral damage, and families into case numbers. When that happens, almost anything can follow.
The gospel moves in the opposite direction. Jesus did not just see crowds. He met a widow, a blind man, a tax collector, a frightened child, and a grieving mother. He kept helping people break free from the labels that trapped them.
The little girl in Maine does not care about our arguments. She wants her father. She will feel his absence on every birthday, every first day of school, every graduation, and every ordinary Tuesday that should have included him.
Sometimes, a nation must ask not only if something is legal, but also if it has forgotten how to see.
Rachel still stands by the road, still weeping. Maybe the most faithful thing we can do today is to not rush past her, not explain away her tears, and not look away from the little pink backpack.
And, we must abolish ICE.
We are in this together,
Cameron
Reflection Questions
Which image from today’s meditation has stayed with you? Why do you think it has such power over your imagination?
Rachel “refused to be comforted.” Are there losses in our common life that we have tried to explain away instead of grieving honestly?
How do we resist the temptation to let people become categories? What practices help you remember the humanity of those whose lives seem far removed from your own?
A Prayer for the Day
A Prayer For Rachel’s Grief
God of every grieving parent, Today we pray for the little girl with the pink backpack. We do not know her name, but you do. We pray for her mother, whose world has been shattered. We pray for neighbors who witnessed what no one should ever witness. Receive their grief. Hold their anger. Protect them from despair. We pray, too, for ourselves. Keep our hearts tender. Do not let us become so accustomed to violence that another family’s sorrow becomes another day’s headline. Teach us to love our neighbors not as ideas, but as people. Not as categories, but as children beloved by you. Amen.
Spiritual Practice
The Empty Chair
Tonight, before you eat dinner, leave one chair at the table empty for a few moments. Let it remind you of every family whose table is missing someone tonight.
Offer this prayer: “May every family know safety, dignity, and peace.”
Then begin your meal with gratitude for those who are present.
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https://apnews.com/article/ice-shooting-maine-immigration-dhs-f26f8c2256aa6f0748582ea4adbb515c
It boggles my mind that so much has happened and that it keeps getting worse, daily. However, the American people put up with it. Now, they are starting to go after the ICC Which I’ll suggest most Americans are ignorant about but, is an important World criminal organization. They have devastated the America justice system and now they’ll try to destroy the world’s. Hopefully, the free world won’t be as complacent as you Americans.
Amen, Rev. Cameron.